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不問世事，
希望可以修成正果吧。

等我。

愛自己

Hero - Mariah Carey

There's a hero if you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid of what you are.
There's an answer if you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know will melt away

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.
yeah yeah

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.

It's a long road when you face the world alone;
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold.
You can find love if you search within your self
and the emptiness you felt will disappear.

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.

oh....Lord knows dreams are hard to follow,
But don't let anyone tear them away.
Just Hold on, there will be tomorrow,
In time you'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you
that a hero lies in ... you
mmmm that a hero lies in.....you.


還是愛自己比較簡單，比較安全。

靜

讓狂亂的我靜一靜，用平淡的心去感受身邊的一切。
是時候收拾自己，去做應該做的事情。

我輕輕的走一回啦。

若要人不知，除非己莫為。

我自己又算什麼？

累了，讓我逃進書海吧。

找自己

改，等，
亂，靜。

想，思，
忘，愛。

跑步跟尋找自己一樣，每一個人都懂，每一個人都會。
你沒有隊友，沒有指引，只有心中的一條路。
它是最簡單的運動，也是最難的運動。
你有一千個理由放棄，只有一個理由繼續，
就是要贏自己的過去。

是時後到外面走一走了。

Hope

Broken promises, empty skies,
Naked truths, bleeding hearts.
No black and whites,
just another grey patch that finds its answer,
when it has lost its colour.

We are human afterall.

中毒

下定決心。

千言萬語，盡在不言中。

不懂的藝術

做無人能懂的藝術是一件美麗的事，
因為我感覺像在和冥冥中的主宰對話。

無人能懂的事，作為不是人的妳，
妳懂嗎？

留白

History

Being a history major, I am trained to look into the patterns of the past and predict the future. It seems relatively easy to do this with world events, revolutions, wars, corrupted governments, failed policies, epidemics, art, architecture, literature...

...but when it comes to my own history, my own development, my own progression, my rationality is clouded in a heavy mist of uncertainties...

George Santayana once said, 'The one who does not remember history is bound to live through it again".

I never thought I would come to this today, because if I did, I would have chosen a different path many years ago. Is this history repeating itself, or am I have a revolution with myself?

Regardless, I hear birds singing through the morning air and the music continues to loop.