Monday 22 March 2010

無題

對facebook有點藕斷絲連的感情,又有點像雞肋。
facebook是看了沒東西,沒東西所以看了。
時間所限,決定不多玩facebook了。
倒不如放多一點時間在一個沒有「開心農場」的平台上寫東西。
但還是擋不了雞肋的香味,把他放在這平台上。
要看的始終會看,不愛看的,留也留不住。

最近很懷念和朋友玩「傳紙仔」這一個忘掉了的習慣。
紙的味道,手的觸感,信的摺痕,
一個個黑黑實實的圈圈代替了被改掉的某些感情,另一些一個又一個乾透的圈圈是眼淚把文字化成模糊的連結。

如果眼淚能為我找到改掉文字前的初想,我早以躺淚了。
但妳沒有一點的猶豫把我們當成一對好朋友,我唯有幻想信和圈圈確實存在過。

Thursday 11 March 2010

Feeling once again

Working alone in office tonight.

One of those nights that you keep working and working and don't realise time passing by until you suddenly hear a song that makes you think all night.

Worse comes to worst, I can still sing this song for you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CRfGwLuVIVw


"Simple Together"

You've been my golden best friend
Now with post-demise at hand
Can't go to you for consolation
Cause we're off limits during this transition
This grief overwhelms me
It burns in my stomach
And I can't stop bumping into things
I thought we'd be simple together
I thought we'd be happy together
Thought we'd be limitless together
I thought we'd be precious together
But i was sadly mistaken
You've been my soulmate and mentor
I remembered you the moment i met you
With you i knew god's face was handsome
With you i suffered an expansion
This loss is numbing me
It pierces my chest
And I can't stop dropping everything
I thought we'd be sexy together
Thought we'd be evolving together
I thought we'd have children together
I thought we'd be family together
But i was sadly mistaken
If I had a bill for all the philosophies i shared
If I had a penny for all the possibilities I presented
If I had a dime for every hand thrown up in the air
My wealth would render this no less severe
I thought we'd be genius together
I thought we'd be healing together
I thought we'd be growing together
Thought we'd be adventurous togheter
But I was sadly mistaken
Thought we'd be exploring together
Thought we'd be inspired together
I thought we'd be flying together
Thought we'd be on fire together
But I was sadly mistaken
[vocalizes]